"I don’t read your posts they’re too depressing"
Well Fuck. This is what’s in my head nearly 24-7. The only Place/way I Know how to express myself.
I try to keep up and up. But when I can’t that’s when I need to be understood and heard the most.
Idk anymore. I don’t know how much longer i can cope with myself. Let alone expect someone else to. I want to be oblivion too.

Disturbing Behavior. I freaking loved this movie and wish I still had it. 
One of my favorite parts. Always think of it when I’m frustrated. Just faceplant a mirror. Disturbing Behavior. I freaking loved this movie and wish I still had it. 
One of my favorite parts. Always think of it when I’m frustrated. Just faceplant a mirror.

Disturbing Behavior. I freaking loved this movie and wish I still had it.
One of my favorite parts. Always think of it when I’m frustrated. Just faceplant a mirror.

Slightly addicted to this game. >_<
#birzzle #birzzlefever #game #appstore #android #addicting #playtime #hearts

Yeah.. You

I don’t get it. Do I have to explain myself 600 times. Are you even listening?
I didn’t know I had to be up your case everyday. From day one I’ve stated I like my space. If you could not get huffy when I go to do something in another room that’d be splendid. I hear every freakin sigh btw.
How many times do I have to say it’s not personal. I have peeves. (if you don’t understand them I’m sorry but at least try to respect them.) I have things I randomly decide I want to do. I am not you and you are not me. Two separate people.
I don’t get pissy when you do things you want to. Playing games, sleeping or you making new friends. (with bitch mode exceptions…)
Your agitation inflicts upon my emotional sensitivity. Spiking my anxiety and frustration.
If i feel myself getting agitated by whatever. I’d rather leave the room(roll over/whatev) and cool down than explode.
Actions and reactions are only controlled by ourselves. I’m trying my damndest to keep hypersensitivity from creating conflict.
Ex: I’m sure you’d rather me sleep with earplugs than roll around restless all night and get no sleep then be cranky the next morning. Yeah?
I’m trying to not get frustrated while trying to keep the peace. Work with me here. Chill out. Let it go. We have forever to catch up on cuddles and mushmush. Think of a fun time we’ve had recently then think of something we could do later… And breath.
If I need a minute, an hour or a day. It’s far better for both of us to allow for that time. And vice versa if needed. Learning takes time and pays off but ya always gotta study. :)
Kapeesh?

I want this much bad! 🙏🙏🙏🙏